School starts tomorrow, and weirdly, I just can't wait. At least with school, I'd have something to keep me busy.
I just got a new tuition assignment, nearer my house. Phew! And, I realised that teaching sec kids is so much easier than pri kids. Honestly, I don't even like teaching and the only reason why I'm still doing it is for the moolah! heh!
A few days ago, I got drunk and real high, for the very first time. An accomplishment for me I must say! And I have to admit, it was a goooddddd feeling!
My cat recently got into yet another fight and his leg swelled up to 3 times its normal size. It's returned to its original size now, with the help of the meds but he still limps. The vet shaved his leg, and I actually like the naked look of the cat. Ha.!
Been going out a lot lately, to fill the void. And, I've become really broke now. Damn!
My laptop is slowing dying on me. It hangs, alot! And sometimes, it just shuts down on its own. Time to think of getting a new one!
I realised that it's hard to cut someone out of your life completely, especially when that person just doesn't want to leave. But when something is over, it's over, no?
Anyway, have a good semester everyone, it looks real packed for me! Essh!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
people i need a life. please help me find one, thank you very much.
my one month break is over. i find that it ends too abruptly. i havent even done anything productive yet! this has got to be my worst hols ever. i've been couping myself up at home 3/4 time and am just wasting my life away. - so sorry jo, havent seen any bell so far.. anyway.. too many things have happened in this unspeakably short timespan of 1 month. too much for me to digest. horrible things. which is why i chose to hide in my safe little room at home most of the time. its a looong story. but in short, i need a life. next semester, i'm gonna go all way out to enjoy myself. i deserve it. play hard and of course work hard *winkwink* i still havent gotten over my 50 marks scare. and then i'm definitely going to sydney next winter to visit jade and genevieve. by the way, anybody gone clubbing in perth before? i havent. and am thinking of trying cuz it just daunted on to me that i've only got 3 more semesters to "thoroughly explore" perth. oh and i cant make it on 29th july cuz i would have started uni already. but if you guys are gonna watch a movie, heath ledger was splendid in batman if you havent already heard :)
my one month break is over. i find that it ends too abruptly. i havent even done anything productive yet! this has got to be my worst hols ever. i've been couping myself up at home 3/4 time and am just wasting my life away. - so sorry jo, havent seen any bell so far.. anyway.. too many things have happened in this unspeakably short timespan of 1 month. too much for me to digest. horrible things. which is why i chose to hide in my safe little room at home most of the time. its a looong story. but in short, i need a life. next semester, i'm gonna go all way out to enjoy myself. i deserve it. play hard and of course work hard *winkwink* i still havent gotten over my 50 marks scare. and then i'm definitely going to sydney next winter to visit jade and genevieve. by the way, anybody gone clubbing in perth before? i havent. and am thinking of trying cuz it just daunted on to me that i've only got 3 more semesters to "thoroughly explore" perth. oh and i cant make it on 29th july cuz i would have started uni already. but if you guys are gonna watch a movie, heath ledger was splendid in batman if you havent already heard :)
I think I've lost a good friend
I went online today,
I wanted to find him.
A friend I had,
a friend I miss.
I looked through the list,
His name was not there.
I typed his name in full,
none seemed to exist.
It's been awhile
since we've spoken.
It's been too long gone,
I'm dazed with nostalgia.
If I ever see him again,
It would seem like a dream.
All time will stop,
as I embrace a friend I'd lost.
MASTER OF RANDOMESS
I wanted to find him.
A friend I had,
a friend I miss.
I looked through the list,
His name was not there.
I typed his name in full,
none seemed to exist.
It's been awhile
since we've spoken.
It's been too long gone,
I'm dazed with nostalgia.
If I ever see him again,
It would seem like a dream.
All time will stop,
as I embrace a friend I'd lost.
MASTER OF RANDOMESS
Monday, July 21, 2008
Paddle in the kiddy pool
It's been awhile since I've blogged...I know...anyways, Nisha, i am still in one piece...
Anyways, weather in Singapore hasn't been the sunniest or whatever.
I'm getting a little jumpy cuz the results for my supplemetary paper's not out yet. So yeah, Sitting around here, waiting for the damn results, sucks. I swear to God, if I ever have to sit for a Supp paper every again, I will shoot myself. Provided I find a gun first....
I bet you guys are wondering what's goin' on with my post's title, anyways, today, I went swimming- in a pool. It's been awhile. I mean it's not a Kiddy pool per say, it's just a little pool. haha...I'm ranting on aren't I?
Anyways, about the tatt, I didn't bother to hide it. I mean, my parents will find out eventually. My dad spotted it 30 minutes after he met me. I won't go into the nitty gritty detail, but he didn't yell. He just said, "Your mother won't be too happy." I almost collapsed with shock. It's been 4 days, but my mom still hasn't spot it, either she did but she just kept quiet, or she really is... oblivious.
You know that feeling you can't breathe but you are inhaling and exhaling? The feeling of the ground trembling under your feet and it's going to give way any minute?
Then you tell yourself, it's all gonna be ok.
Anyways, weather in Singapore hasn't been the sunniest or whatever.
I'm getting a little jumpy cuz the results for my supplemetary paper's not out yet. So yeah, Sitting around here, waiting for the damn results, sucks. I swear to God, if I ever have to sit for a Supp paper every again, I will shoot myself. Provided I find a gun first....
I bet you guys are wondering what's goin' on with my post's title, anyways, today, I went swimming- in a pool. It's been awhile. I mean it's not a Kiddy pool per say, it's just a little pool. haha...I'm ranting on aren't I?
Anyways, about the tatt, I didn't bother to hide it. I mean, my parents will find out eventually. My dad spotted it 30 minutes after he met me. I won't go into the nitty gritty detail, but he didn't yell. He just said, "Your mother won't be too happy." I almost collapsed with shock. It's been 4 days, but my mom still hasn't spot it, either she did but she just kept quiet, or she really is... oblivious.
You know that feeling you can't breathe but you are inhaling and exhaling? The feeling of the ground trembling under your feet and it's going to give way any minute?
Then you tell yourself, it's all gonna be ok.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
hiya folks. long time no see.
sorry, it's not that i don't blog. it's that i can't. since it's the holidays, i don't actually have easy WWW access. when i do, it's usually at the clinic but i can't sit for two minutes straight without the phones going off or me having to hold a dog for anal glands. yes, a very glamourous job indeed. however, i'm proud to say that i am very happy with my work at the clinic. i look forward to the days i work - i got more than fortnightly shifts to replace a weekday nurse. anyway, the point is i can only get so much time to check my gmail and maybe pop into facebook once in a blue moon to see who's been sending me requests of all sorts which i honeslty don't give a rat's ass about because i think applications are just annoying. period. excuse me.
anyway, how have y'all been? i see min, nisha and julia have left there typeprints not too long ago. but i'm still quite confused. so who's in perth and who's not?
wait! the ones in singapore. i need a favour. i recently bought a collar for yang but it doesn't come with a bell. stupid design. as if a bell would jack the price of a collar to 50 bucks or something. and i haven't seen anywhere selling bells only here in P. anyway, i will be forever grateful to anybody who can snag a black or silver bell for me. i don't want bells that tinkle. and definitely not christmas ding-dongs. about a size smaller than a marble should do fine. and hopefully there's a little keyring with it or else i won't know how to fit the bell on the collar. i can't sew, y'know. so if someone can buy that for me, that would be brilliant. i love you! really.
julia, it's ironic for a chronic retail therapy patient to give advice to another so i can't help you with the Shopaholic Syndrome. but i was about to ask if anyone wants to hang out after 22 july (supp paper!) i have until 4 august to chill out before 2nd semester starts. except the immediate saturday of which i'm going out with jon because, believe it or not, i haven't seen him since 2 july. by then, i would have not seen him for 3.5 weeks. way to go. test of time. but i'm mostly at work so there's a mutual understanding there. if i wasn't, i think we'd been tearing each other's eyes and ears out. we are very Weird. the capital "W" is not a mistake.
as for supp papers, until now i wake up everyday thinking that was just a dream. it's not real. i mean, i have never failed any paper. sure i've hit 50 right on and i got 49.5 on my intrasemester paper once but it didn't qualify as a fail. if i actually FAILED my anatomy prac paper, it means it was below 45%. that's INSANE! i mean, wha- what the- how- i can't believe it. and i still didn't believe until now.
the paper is in 6 days and i have 6 days to nail this paper. this ... supp paper. i need lots and lots of aspirin right now.
sorry, it's not that i don't blog. it's that i can't. since it's the holidays, i don't actually have easy WWW access. when i do, it's usually at the clinic but i can't sit for two minutes straight without the phones going off or me having to hold a dog for anal glands. yes, a very glamourous job indeed. however, i'm proud to say that i am very happy with my work at the clinic. i look forward to the days i work - i got more than fortnightly shifts to replace a weekday nurse. anyway, the point is i can only get so much time to check my gmail and maybe pop into facebook once in a blue moon to see who's been sending me requests of all sorts which i honeslty don't give a rat's ass about because i think applications are just annoying. period. excuse me.
anyway, how have y'all been? i see min, nisha and julia have left there typeprints not too long ago. but i'm still quite confused. so who's in perth and who's not?
wait! the ones in singapore. i need a favour. i recently bought a collar for yang but it doesn't come with a bell. stupid design. as if a bell would jack the price of a collar to 50 bucks or something. and i haven't seen anywhere selling bells only here in P. anyway, i will be forever grateful to anybody who can snag a black or silver bell for me. i don't want bells that tinkle. and definitely not christmas ding-dongs. about a size smaller than a marble should do fine. and hopefully there's a little keyring with it or else i won't know how to fit the bell on the collar. i can't sew, y'know. so if someone can buy that for me, that would be brilliant. i love you! really.
julia, it's ironic for a chronic retail therapy patient to give advice to another so i can't help you with the Shopaholic Syndrome. but i was about to ask if anyone wants to hang out after 22 july (supp paper!) i have until 4 august to chill out before 2nd semester starts. except the immediate saturday of which i'm going out with jon because, believe it or not, i haven't seen him since 2 july. by then, i would have not seen him for 3.5 weeks. way to go. test of time. but i'm mostly at work so there's a mutual understanding there. if i wasn't, i think we'd been tearing each other's eyes and ears out. we are very Weird. the capital "W" is not a mistake.
as for supp papers, until now i wake up everyday thinking that was just a dream. it's not real. i mean, i have never failed any paper. sure i've hit 50 right on and i got 49.5 on my intrasemester paper once but it didn't qualify as a fail. if i actually FAILED my anatomy prac paper, it means it was below 45%. that's INSANE! i mean, wha- what the- how- i can't believe it. and i still didn't believe until now.
the paper is in 6 days and i have 6 days to nail this paper. this ... supp paper. i need lots and lots of aspirin right now.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
I finally found out when my supp paper is on (18 july), but what the lecturer told me and the examination office put up on the website is inconsistent. My lecturer said that it'll be 3 hours opened book...but on the web page is says 2 hours closed book...wad the...ah well, I sent her an email so I shall see what she says...
aye...I'm bloggin away randomly cuz I'm in uni, I went to the gym too early so now I'm sitting around waiting for Jo so we can go to lunch.
Should be studing eh? I forgot to bring my books. ok fine, I thought I won't have time in between so I left them at home.
I feeling a little nervous really, I mean like I've got about 2 weeks? To study for the exam, but I don't have a clue where to start, I did organise all my things and made sure my notes are all in order, I've started, but I don't know if I'm on the right track. Ah well, at least I've got a second chance right?
Just this morning, I woke up and the first thought of the day was gotta pack my bag for home I stopped myself- hang on a sec, I ain't going anywhere...random I know. It's quite funny being in the apartment all alone, and I've come to realise that it's always pitch black, well, not really, but I've been trying to save electricity, so I'm keeping lighting to the minimal. I actually felt guilty for leaving the kitchen light on while I was sitting on the couch watching TV, only the TV and the Kitchen light were switched on. Random I know!
I am gonna indulge- I'm going to give myself a treat. :) I am going to buy Supernatural Season 2 boxset. I doubt season 3's is out yet...and when the supp paper is over (Alas!) I will sit there and watch 24/7...play...rewind...freeze..rewind...play...stop...rewind all day long...haha...first, I have to figure out where the tricable that connects the DVD player to the TV went...
Yes, Supernatural will be my ultimate goal :)
Alright then, I shall waste away in randomness, into the random realm of randomness, can you get anymore random than that? I don't know. Randomly, I guess not. :)
aye...I'm bloggin away randomly cuz I'm in uni, I went to the gym too early so now I'm sitting around waiting for Jo so we can go to lunch.
Should be studing eh? I forgot to bring my books. ok fine, I thought I won't have time in between so I left them at home.
I feeling a little nervous really, I mean like I've got about 2 weeks? To study for the exam, but I don't have a clue where to start, I did organise all my things and made sure my notes are all in order, I've started, but I don't know if I'm on the right track. Ah well, at least I've got a second chance right?
Just this morning, I woke up and the first thought of the day was gotta pack my bag for home I stopped myself- hang on a sec, I ain't going anywhere...random I know. It's quite funny being in the apartment all alone, and I've come to realise that it's always pitch black, well, not really, but I've been trying to save electricity, so I'm keeping lighting to the minimal. I actually felt guilty for leaving the kitchen light on while I was sitting on the couch watching TV, only the TV and the Kitchen light were switched on. Random I know!
I am gonna indulge- I'm going to give myself a treat. :) I am going to buy Supernatural Season 2 boxset. I doubt season 3's is out yet...and when the supp paper is over (Alas!) I will sit there and watch 24/7...play...rewind...freeze..rewind...play...stop...rewind all day long...haha...first, I have to figure out where the tricable that connects the DVD player to the TV went...
Yes, Supernatural will be my ultimate goal :)
Alright then, I shall waste away in randomness, into the random realm of randomness, can you get anymore random than that? I don't know. Randomly, I guess not. :)
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