people i need a life. please help me find one, thank you very much.

my one month break is over. i find that it ends too abruptly. i havent even done anything productive yet! this has got to be my worst hols ever. i've been couping myself up at home 3/4 time and am just wasting my life away. - so sorry jo, havent seen any bell so far.. anyway.. too many things have happened in this unspeakably short timespan of 1 month. too much for me to digest. horrible things. which is why i chose to hide in my safe little room at home most of the time. its a looong story. but in short, i need a life. next semester, i'm gonna go all way out to enjoy myself. i deserve it. play hard and of course work hard *winkwink* i still havent gotten over my 50 marks scare. and then i'm definitely going to sydney next winter to visit jade and genevieve. by the way, anybody gone clubbing in perth before? i havent. and am thinking of trying cuz it just daunted on to me that i've only got 3 more semesters to "thoroughly explore" perth. oh and i cant make it on 29th july cuz i would have started uni already. but if you guys are gonna watch a movie, heath ledger was splendid in batman if you havent already heard :)