IGNORE THIS POST IF YOU WANT TO REMAIN HAPPY
When I woke up today, I had THE feeling- F*ck
When I went to work, it was still there- F*ck
It's only week 4, and the feeling's gotten hold.
I've got a bad BAD feeling, it's one of those days, Crystal said everyone goes through that one day.
I'm trying to get that feeling to go away, I can't. I have a feeling I won't make it this sem. *nervour laugh.
Can someone just run me down already! What the f*ck! I'm a screw up aren't I? If I fail this sem, I don't know what I'm to do. I sat down at home this morning, after work, just for 5 mins, thinking- of a back-up plan. Got nothing. I sould be studying or something, but I just seem to not know where to start (I KNOW I'VE GOTTA START SOMEWHERE)
When I meet people, and they ask me what I usually do, I'm reluctant to say that I'm a f*cking law student. Because most people will go 'Ohhhhhhhh' I cringe, inwards- DRY RENCH!
I am the best example of what a Law student is NOT.
Yes yes, today, I'm just gonna rant rant rant rant, maybe by tonight I'll be happy, maybe I'll get over this retarded shit! Excuse the crude language ladies and gents, for I am in no mood to hide it.
I will be ok, won't I?
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