You keep telling your self that your gonna stay strong and your gonna make it eventually but you don't know when eventually is and that breaks you..The basic essence of human existance is hope.Some times you feel so pointless with out it like nothing ever matter and you might as well just off a cliff and crumple to your death...
Then you ask yourself was it worth it have i done what i wanted to do?
Unfortunately you find your self backing away from the egde not beacuse you don't want it to end but just cause your afraid of your loved one's opinions and then you sit there and cry and wounder how easy things used to be when you we 5 when all you've ever wondered about was what's the next cartoon to watch or how caryons smelt or how to get the candy that was hidden from you...
The good old days...
But i guess that if there's no pain there's no gain and we woun't be the people we are atleast we can look back in 10 years and think about all the times you didn't quite make it and realise that it helped you grow...
Some day i know we'll all achieve greatness.. it just takes time ...
Time ,faith and hope ..
xoxo
nisha
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