busy bee

alright, here's one of the few rare entries of mine. sorry for the lack of updates, i've got a personal blog and it feels kinda weird to repeat myself in 2 places and i could write different things in both sides but i would want everything there so that leaves with nothing here haha but anyway here i am now and i'll try to write more often :)

i'm back in the tiny and horribly humid sunny island! touched down yesterday and arrived home looking my ugliest (like how we all do with 3 hours of sleep a day + a paper on that very arvo + a whole lot of movies on the midnight flight heh heh) to a whole bunch of people cuz it was the day of my 'gugu's' wedding and she lives with me. i dozed off halfway through the wedding and was terribly embarrassed. i was sooo tired, i turned on my laptop when i got home and left it on my lap. while staring at the screen for it to start up, i actually fell asleep within that THREE minutes. geez.

oh and i shall not talk about my exams cuz i just feel so depressed and guilty whenever i think of my parents' expressions if i told them i'd be able to graduate only 2 years later because i failed my units and have to retake them for a semester which i'm extremely convinced i would cuz my exams totally killed me. but at the same time i'm also hoping for a miracle that maybe half the cohort would fail forcing them to scale muahahaha so for any of you reading i'll give a treat at a place you name if i pass ALL my units ok? :)

its weird but i feel even busier here than in perth with all the exams and shit. i hope it'll only last for the first 2 weeks cuz i really think i deserve to have a break and enjoy my hols and do things like.. bumm around the house from this chair to that sofa to the bed to the dinner table hehe or like.. shopping but thats financially straining considering my mom doesnt give me an allowance ever since my dad settled my everything when i went to perth and the allowance he gives me in perth is like.. enough for the time i live in perth only (i think i'm being ripped off and the damage is quite traumatizing considering my frightening expenditure every month so i shall propose a new arrangement soon) but until then the bottom line is i NEED to find a way to be able to shop and not cringe every time i take a peak at the price tag. any ideas? hehe and then theres the quest to LOSE WEIGHT while feasting on all the good food at the same time haha i need some enlightenment oh oh and i seriously am thinking of going for a brazilian but i'm scaaared :( and i need to get a new phone cuz my pretty pink precious is halfway to its grave and i'm torrnn between the iphone and the prada phone. hmm does anyone realise how random this entry is?

and to be more random, i think i need to grow up a bit. my friend was telling me her goal would be to hit the manager position by the time she was 26. i said i wanted to be able to earn my chanel 2.55 within 2 years of working. neeeeed to grow up haha. alright i'm dead beat after a brunch at a place i've never been to which is near jade's place and a farewell party for a friend whos leaving for melbourne just this evening. and a brunch date with my bestie tomorrow morning and notice its brunch not lunch which means i have to get up early!!! told ya i was busy. lots of love byebye!